The child darted in front of my car. I couldn't stop. . . .
I wanted to keep going, but hit-and-run was impossible: I had run straight
over her, and she had gotten caught underneath my car. Blessedly, she had
died at the moment of impact and could not have suffered -- that's what
police and rescue said.
She was only three and should have been supervised.
"Tiger Burning Bright"
How much do I drink? Nondrinkers and social drinkers always want to know
that. . . . It's a stupid question, but my answer is honest: I drink all of it.
"Tiger Burning Bright"
Now the tiger seems wasted and pale as the sun sinks into the night.
I pull up the blinds to blackness, but there's a new moon, a sharp one,
like the curve of a claw.
The inside of my brain is a circle of blood-red doors -- each arched and
lacquered to a high sheen -- and I hear a faint knock on one of them.
"Who is it?" I ask.
"Tiger Burning Bright"
* * *
"Head back," Flanagan ordered.
"Christ, Lieutenant."
"Head back or get out of this plane right now."
"Yes, sir." The pilot hovered over the clearing in the jungle, close to the flaming
crash site.
"Take her down," Flanagan said.
"Sir -- " The pilot covered his own mouth with a trembling hand.
Thanh picked up an automatic rifle and aimed it at the pilot's head. "Get out of
the plane," she said. . . .
Flanagan, Thanh and the pilot approached the crash on foot. Flanagan and
Thanh began triage. Three soldiers were dead, leaving six survivors.
"Sir, we can't hold all six," the pilot whined.
Thanh slammed the butt of her rifle across his face.
"Auction"
* * *
That night, Sophia came to Charlie's room. She wore a peach silk robe that
was so filmy he could see, in the lamplight. . . . She let the robe fall from her
flawless skin. . . .
His hands trembled when he placed them on her breasts. Her nipples were
firm, like the centers of daisies that had remained when, as a small boy, he had
plucked their white petals and pressed his little finger tip against the spongy
gold. . . .
Then he lay sweating, spent, reborn, as if the past three decades had swirled
away in great floods, his meager history gone, forgotten. He was in a new
world, with this woman, her scent like fields of lilies washed by rain.
"The Companion"
And what of happiness? In thirty years, he'd had none. And then it had
happened. Her warm companionship. . . . A balm of lilies. The luscious taste
of possibility. Sudden, delirious maelstroms of joy.
He remembered the taste of arugula, a pungent, unexpected spike in an
ordinary spill of lettuces. He could have it again. But would he actually go to
the grocery store alone to find it?
"The Companion"
* * *
Jenkins was a redneck. He was six-foot-three, at least. An enormous man,
muscular, not overweight. A jagged scar ran from the corner of his eye to the
corner of his mouth. . . . He wore black leather boots, and the greens and
browns of his hunting fatigues swirled into branches and leaves, so he could
blend with terrain as he stalked wild turkey, deer, black bear.
"Come with me," he said.
"What?"
"Go hunting with me."
"Now?"
"Yes."
He would take me to a remote place in the woods, drink a fifth of whiskey, tear
off my clothes, rape me savagely, and leave me there to die in freezing
temperatures, my body to be blanketed by snow through the winter, discovered
by bird watchers in the spring.
"Maybe another time," I said.
But his eyes were beautiful, light blue, kind.
He thanked me for the job and said he would come back in the morning to fix
the gutters. Then he smiled at me for the first time. He ambled toward his
truck, and I closed the door.
I opened the door.
"Wait," I said.
"Fire and Ice"
* * *
He led the young girl along the path to his mama's farmhouse. Vinny felt a
surge of pride, because this girl was smiling, laughing at his jokes, eager to see
his mama's wedding veil.
Gray clouds crabbed across the sky, sulked at the sun, darkened the sky.
"Take your panties off, dear."
Red-bellied woodpeckers drilled holes into the trunks of trees.
"Please don't. . . ."
Blue herons snatched prey, jays screamed.
"Are you going to hurt me?"
A wolverine clawed open her live victim, devoured it.
"Yes."
"The Locket"
* * *
She was a woman of a certain age. A woman who wanted a man, but for
whom romance was like a foreign country she had not visited in some time. . . .
In the mirror over the dresser in her bedroom, she stared at her face. Some of
the silvering had worn off the mirror, and soft, dark streaks slanting across the
glass gave her image the aspect of a cameo, delicate, but distinctly antique. . . .
She would not speak with the waiter in French, nor would she order anything
weird, such as squid. Certainly nothing that would be strong on her breath, like
garlic, because what if. . . .? She hadn't been kissed in thirty years.
"Cherries in the Snow"
* * *
"Do you really have a Spiderman etching?"
He went to his bedroom and brought it back. It was magnificent: Spiderman
hunched on top of a skyscraper, cold, wet, shivering in an icy rain.
I studied the etching for longer than I thought I would. "Why did you want this?"
I finally asked.
"After Dark"
I'll wait. Wait for the luminous scene I have dreamed of -- the vista of lush,
purple spills of bougainvillea, wrangling kudzu, graceful limbs of live oaks,
hot sand, an ink-dark sea, and sunlight exploding like thunderous applause
in a white-hot sky.
"After Dark"
* * *
Sharpshooters gunned down Pretty Boy Floyd on an Ohio farm in 1934. His
dying words were, "I'm Charles Arthur Floyd." That was his last thought,
because he despised his nickname.
"If Evening Comes"
Clinical depression is a dangerous illness and one I'd battled lifelong. Now I
faced migraine headaches, chest pain and recurring thoughts of the gun rack
over the fireplace. I think what saved me from the guns was that I simply didn't
know which firearm to use.
Once, when I'd put this question to Gary, he'd loaded one of the guns, handed it
to me, and recommended it as the best choice.
"Just don't do it in the house," he'd said. "I don't want to clean up that kind of
mess."
"If Evening Comes"
Love is like a thin blanket, I think, never warm or large enough for two. Lofted
over a couple, even tucked in on the sides, one or the other will thrash around in
the night and the blanket will end up tangled in their feet and finally kicked off the
bed, puddled on the floor. The woman will snatch it up and enshroud herself
because she is shivering in the night. But she is half asleep, maybe dreaming,
unaware that now she is the only one under the blanket. I wondered how long
the thin blanket of our love -- Gary's and mine -- had covered only me.
"If Evening Comes"
The woman stared at me, but didn't speak. She was sundark, filthy, her hair
flaming wild about her head. She had dusky circles under sunken eyes and
grime in the wrinkles on her face. She looked like a cancer patient. Her bones
made dents in her dirty sweatshirt. When we moved at the same moment, I
reaized she was me: I'd been gazing at my reflection in a mirror.
"Oh, my God," I whispered.
"If Evening Comes"
A kettle of vultures circled slowly. Chills swept across my neck and rippled
down my spine. I shivered as I stared at the elegant fowl, graceful, gliding on
the wind. . . .
I couldn't let this happen. I hurried back and the vultures disappeared. Unable
to scavenge at night because they can't see in the dark, I knew they wouldn't
come back until tomorrow. In the morning I would go to the police. I would
leave before sunrise.
"If Evening Comes"
* * *
Suddenly my heart froze.
"They didn't come, did they?" I asked. "Your clients."
"No."
"You took the baby somewhere. Somewhere safe."
"No."
"You put the child in a wicker basket, set the basket on the doorstep of an
orphanage, a hospital --"
"No."
"Red Horse Rocking"
* * *
"You never been with a man? Is that what you're saying?"
I lowered my eyes.
"Damn, Cassie, how old are you?"
"Thirty-six."
He reached both his hands across the table to me and turned them, palms up.
Finally, I put my hands in his.
"All Quiet in My Heart"
* * *
"Millie Harbinger's son just got his Ph.D.," Mother said.
"In what?"
"Does it matter?" she asked.
"How old is -- "
"Forty-five."
"Howard Harbinger is forty-five and never married." I rolled my eyes.
"What a nasty thing to say."
"I suppose you and Millie have this all planned out," I said. "Howard Harbinger
is gay."
"He is not!"
"Everybody knows that," I said. . . .
"Maybe he's just bisexual." Mother sounded hopeful.
"There's no such thing as bisexual," I said. "Women who are stupid enough to
fall for that one need to get themselves a great big sheet of paper and write
1,000 times, 'There is no such thing as bisexual.' A man may sleep with both
men and women, even both at the same time. But he is not bisexual. He's gay.
He prefers other men."
"Violette, he's got a Ph.D., for God's sake."
"What are you saying? That a Ph.D. dismisses a woman's requirement for
heterosexuality in a husband?"
"Wish You Were Here"
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